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Archive for February, 2012

Short but Update…

Daughter has now been placed in treatment center. Been an awful few days, but she is starting to feel better and is more accepting to the help she is receiving. Between the new meds and the therapy, I am praying things will be better soon. I just wish I could feel less empty inside.

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Drama

Have never felt so completely and utterly helpless.  Thinking of sending the daughter to a residential treatment center for troubled girls.  She has such anger towards me. and is telling the most horrible lies!   I want to tell the CG everything, but what if the drama pushes him away? I’m so lost and alone [...]

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More Parenting Fun….

  My daughter has been challenging me since she was 2 years old!  And I thought life was tough then!  She is now  17… I have never felt such sadness and depression any other time in my life.  Some of the things she says to me, I don’t even have an  answer or comeback to!  How do [...]

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Really, Who am I kidding? Certainly not myself! I mean, who am I to think I can break down the brick walls of depression and self deprecation that my teenage daughter has built up over the years? I’m ONLY her mother.  I’m ONLY the one person on this earth that has tried to protect, love and [...]

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Happy Girl…

It’s soooo very nice to finally have a happy heart!  To not have tears ready to release at any moment due to confusion or loneliness.  The CG has turned out to be the most patient, kind, funny and perfect partner for me.  I am sooo happy and in love.  My mind is finally quiet, in that [...]

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