I’m feeling some better these days.
More numb than anything.
I like the numbness… in a way, but then again I really haven’t felt like thinking…
or creating…
or being touched..
or feeling… anything for that matter.
So yes, I am just…Blase’
Will I come up out of this fog with a roaring that can’t be controlled.. suddenly?
Lordy I hope not…
But for now…
I’m blase… or indifferent, unconcerned, uncaring, casual, nonchalant, offhand, uninterested, apathetic, unimpressed, unmoved, surfeited, unresponsive, phlegmatic… you get it… I’m sure.
