Archive for August, 2012

Meltdowns, rages, anxiety, depression, diet restrictions, sleep disorders, social phobias, misunderstanding, OCD, fear….. and all this goes on my little 8 year-old sons shoulders. ūüė¶

I am emotionally exhausted this morning after a full blown¬†rage that lasted over 30 minutes, last night.¬† It finally subsided when he pulled himself into a fetal position and covered his head, then proceeded to bash himself mentally.¬† Crying that he wants to die, wishes he were normal, and wants to sleep for years so he doesn’t hurt anyone else.¬† ūüė¶¬† I am so sad, I am so sad for him, me, our pets…. our future.

God please grant me the wisdom and strength  to get him though this.  And please send the right people into his life to help us get answers and help.

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My sweet kitty girl of 19 year passed away last week.

This adds to the stress of my dreaded, stupid job turning sour again.¬† My daughter moving back home and acting like she did before, and never ONCE apologizing¬†for her actions and behavior.¬† My crazy friend visiting from Korea (more on that later),and my High School reunion that I finally decided not to attend.¬† Ugh… Stress, stress and more stress!!!¬† I want to vent, but I am almost sick with a migraine and in such grief over Tink… I don’t think I can bear to go into detail tonight.¬† I just need prayers for strength, and prayers that my job and money situation works itself out¬† soon.¬† Thanks friends!


January 12, 1993-August 2, 2012

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