Awakening: may refer to:
- may refer to: Wakefulness, or the state of being conscious
She had been asleep her whole life. 42 years of walking through life with a veil over her head. She was not a zombie, she was not flat and dry in her personality… no, she was more just oblivious to the reasons behind her bizarre outlook and actions.
Her awakening took place the moment she realized she was a victim of child abuse. It happened with a swift and sudden yanking of the blindfold that had been so cleverly placed over her eyes by the one person she trusted the most, her mother. When her mother died, the grip of the blindfold had slipped and the child within was able to come forward with indignant wrath and anger at being so hurt for so long.
The manipulation she had endured had manifested itself within the girl, to the point she just thought she was crazy, strange, unlovable, or even “not of this world”. When in reality, she was just a product of tremendous pain and broken trust.
With the removal of this “veil” of protection, this sudden glaring reality, she worked to grapple with this new reality, but everything was twisted and her view of the past, present, and even the future was twisted and warped in such a way that everyday interactions with the most generic stressors… would send her reeling into herself and covering her eyes… trying to replace the veil so she could proceed to live in a somewhat normal way.
The awakening is painful and tragic in itself, so much so… that its just easier to ignore what has been revealed and block reality out in favor of the hazy, soft lies.
What was once awake… is now sleeping once again.